The last from me

when I closed my eyes..
no tears please..

when I closed my eyes..
no more my no reason calls..

when Iclosed m eyes..
last word..
forgiveness from me..

when I closed my eyes..
look at me last time..
smile ayah for our last time..
smile mak for our difference talk..
smile my sisters for our last shopping moment..
smile my brothers for our last hang out together..
smile all for our last family time we had..
last hugs and kisses..
no more black sheep..
sorry.. for all the worries I caused..
always proud be part of family..

when I closed my eyes..
smile my friends to our last no reason argument..
last future topics..
last financial discussions..
last phone call for nothing..
last test messages just to say hello..
last lepaking..
last uno card games..
last starbucks drinks till early morning..
last talking craps..
last playing around..
every second we spent, my greatest time ever..
sorry.. I can't be there when needed..
only memories left..

when I closed my eyes..
I'm too tired..
been asked without no understanding..
tried to tell..
seems too strong to be weak..
guess nothing left for me..

when I closed my eyes..
no more my out of sudden words..
"sayang time ni jer.. time lain dah lupa.."

when I closed my eyes..
last goodbye smile and forgiveness I ask only..
please..
no cries please..

when I closed my eyes..
peaceful.
thank you

sincerely love:
FK